I wrote a really long thing about this at first but uh. It’s dumb.
So. I’m sorry to Zaelarin that I’m quitting WoW and RP, the game and Skype are already uninstalled.
Uh. I’m not sorry, to Braeden, about the lengths I went to, to get out of that RPship and to not be contacted, because I was treated like absolute shit, devalued, and guilt-tripped to a point that I can’t even believe I let happen.
I’m not sorry, that I wanted to try to bring Emmeleine back into Chasz’ story, and try to put her back on the good path I started for her in Durotar.
I am really sorry, that the one person I thought would be encouraging or at least sympathetic about the trouble in the above idea, was completely the opposite. I am really sorry, about that person totally shitting all over my character, from an IC and OOC standpoint, and I’m a little sorry that the conversation alone made me want nothing to do with that person again, or their RP partner (ICly, for the partner) or any other group that would mean associating with them.
I’m also sorry that my fiance thinks that RPships are hurting our RL relationship and I hate that they come up in every fight we have. So, done with that.
I’m also sorry, to Vielynne, and anyone else- Riedra, that I was starting and/or promised future RP to, because that’s just not going to happen now. Same goes for Ravenwood. I tried, you tried, but work man. Sorry.
As for what happens to Chasz, I don’t know. When I was at work last night, I thought maybe she’d just off herself or something dumb like that. Y’know, go be with Any and her other babies. Whatever. But I really, really do not want to just kill off this character that I’ve played for over four years now and just be done with her. Even if her story went in unexpected directions that I didn’t always like. Even if people I felt closest to, IC for her and OOC for me, think she’s garbage.
So, we’ll do something predictable instead. We’ll say she ran off with Keleros. I think everyone who disapproves of my character will like that, and the idea of them as a real couple always amused me.
But if you see him around, don’t ask him about Chasz, don’t bother him with it. It probably didn’t work out. For those who have read posts of their interactions, you’ll recall she has “expectations” that he probably doesn’t meet.
So farewell. Um, if Vielynne wants to take over the Peacock Lounge and keep that going, it’s hers. That’s fine. I’m sorry, again to people being left behind.
I expect I’ll check this once or twice for any anon hatemail or important responses but not much after that.